Roxy's songs!

[Roxy]

Here I will put my songs, Along with a tune, what type of voice I'm using for that specific song, etc, Above the song i will say unfinished or finished. I don't have much time to work on songs though, So it would be awesome if some people gave feedback, good or bad, in the comments! Say what you like/don't like, so i can know what way to turn!
As a by the way, I wont update songs often, But if this REALLY becomes my job, I'm sure I could easily whip up... Maybe 1 song in a day (Or course, some days may vary, I have to have something on my mind)


This poem isn't mine, But my grandfather died a bit over a year ago due to cancer, And I still miss him, This is one poem I love, Because it fits him. I don't really have a religion, So I believe god, but know its very possible he doesn't exist. If i had to choose one thing to believe i would probably believe reincarnation, Because exactly a year after he died, My dog gave birth to 11 puppies, One of which was a very large male (My grandfather was large and strong) and had J.C (my grandfathers initials) on his chest in white. I believe that's him, but because I have no proof, I still REALLY miss him, He was probably the only thing or person that took the weight off my shoulders, Everyone loved him. He was funny, Smart, A hard worker, and would walk the extra mile even if it didn't help him in any way.


Author- Unknown

God looked upon his garden
And found an empty place.
He then looked down upon this earth
and saw your tired face.

He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest.
Gods garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best.

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain.
He knew you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So he closed your weary eyelids
And whispered "Peace be thine."

It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home.

You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one
The chain will link again.

Finished
Song name- Little Girl
I can't explain the beat, or tune that I sing it to. If you are curious about that, Ask me to send a video message of me singing it on skype, and I well as soon as possible, But there well very likely be a wait.

There's a little girl who's depressed, Suicidal
It hurt her to make a real smile, Said trying wasn't worth her while
She would do anything for almost anyone, She would walk the extra mile
No one understood how she did it, Never understood how she was stable with her lifestyle
So i'm going to tell you her story
it may be sad but don't close your eyes
Her dad was busted for weed
So him and her momma broke up, Her momma started making herself bleed
Keep in mind this little girl is five years old
But at eight her dad moved away into his own home
So she had to stay with her grandmother
But she's insane
So bad that this little girl got headaches
So she cut herself like her momma did before her
she told her friend a few months later, But they used that against her
Now she feels like the whole school knows what she does
so she walks around with a fake smile
But when she's all alone her head is singin'

Just do it, no one well miss you
They're all here to dis you
You aren't strong enough to do it anyway
So just pick up that gun, rope, and blade
So you don't have to live through another day
Little girl, no one likes you
But no one knows what you've been through
So look down, pick up the blade, and that'll have to make do
Can't live through the pain of another day
So cut yourself with your beloved blade
The scar well never quite fade

No one quite understands her, No one understands her taste
No one understands her music, No one understands her face
But this is her fate, And She has no faith
So if you're reading this, this is her suicide note to you
Because she's always been sad, But you never knew
It's not your fault, and I don't lie
It's her fault for keeping the pain inside
But this is her break through
Even though she meant nothing to you
You were her go to
You'll never understand how much you meant to her
But now she must die, And bleed out red
As she thinks about it, All the words you said
She starts to sing this song in her nearly unconcious head

Just do it, no one well miss you
They're all here to dis you
You aren't strong enough to do it anyway
So just pick up that gun, rope, and blade
So you don't have to live through another day
Little girl, no one likes you
But no one knows what you've been through
So look down, pick up the blade, and that'll have to make do
Can't live through the pain of another day
So cut yourself with your beloved blade
The scar well never quite fade

Well she's going to go, She'll see you in the afterlife
She wants you to stay here and keep dry eyes
Keep everyone happy
You should all stay alive
You're all worth it
her on the other hand
well she doesn't feel perfect
When she looks in the mirror, She doesn't see what you see
She has body dysmorphia and depression, you see
She has anxiety and asthma
She wishes she could run away from it all
Maybe if she moved to Nebraska
She does in her head, Everyday she flees
When someone makes her talk to a stranger
all she can do is freeze
Because anxiety eats her up, she wishes you could see
Maybe if you paid attention
But it seems that's beyond your comprehension
This Little girl, Her name is no longer unknown
Because that little girls name is me
You never helped me, never stood by my side
Even when everyday I went home to cry
But its time to go, I've went on long enough
Know that none of this story is made up
]That's my story,
It's my life,
We can talk about it later
In the afterlife